Posted by
tlbeman on Tuesday, August 18, 2009 8:49:31 AM
I'm sad when I think of the America I grew up learning about. Now it is just a distant memory. I grew up watching WWII movies, a great and vital NASA, race drivers that didn't smash guitars (what guitars?), and yeah..the Beatles..the early Beatles. The fab four and an idyllic America that stood for grace of power, and a people who believed in her grace. That was a long time ago.
It started to unravel in 1968 for me. The Tet offensive, Martin Luther King's , and Bobby Kennedy's assasinations, and the summer of "love" morphing into protests, rebellion, and desecrating the flag. Cassius became Muhammad, Beatles became gurus, and I began to question dope smoking soldiers thousands of miles away. Where were the GI's of WWII? John Wayne had Green Berets, but we all knew that was a lie. I wish it were true.
The moon took my pain away for awhile. What a great moment for the nation. Woodstock seemed harmless enough at the time, but then the next year was Kent State..and napalm..and Nixon and disgrace at the end of the war. When I served in the Army the first time, it was a mess. FTA was the banner call, and hashish was the potion. GI Joe was stoned in his barracks bitching about having joined the Army even in peace time.
The 80's brought a resurgence with the Great Communicator, and the early 90's saw us swelling with "Proud to be an American". Then what happened? Democrats. Interns and corruption, downgrading American ideals. Lies and legal entanglements forever changed the way we look at our politicians. I truly hoped Bush II could change it all back around. "Uh..not happening."
The horror of 9/11, the rise and the immediate fall of patriotism, all led us to where we are today. A nation that doesn't love itself by around 50 percent. OBama was elected on lies of change. Well, not lies, misrepresentations, he wants change..sorta like Mao did. I have not seen such arrogance and ignorance in the Oval office in my 54 years of life, and it is all due to the degradation of the American ideal. OBama would not be President if America did not half hate itself.
This is my quandry. I love America..all of it..I just don't know how to deal with the feelings I get when I think of the half that hates it. It makes me sad. I guess all I can do is vote..every election..and hope the census doesn't discount me.